Chapter 4

Trisha couldn’t forget that one night!!!! She had a sensible spot for Johnny, and she wanted to get to know him better, but how could she??? Would Jeff be ok with it???? She didn’t wanted to dste him or anything like that, she just wanted to get to know him better!!!!! But she kept her distance for Jeff… It wasn’t tim eyet, he could snap as he did last time…

So the days passed, and Johnny could notice her indiference, so he thought she wasn’t interested at all, and he decided to start dating…. Trisha knew that he could have any girl that he wanted, but he has never done that in front of her, so she didn’t totally knew that side of him, until one day, that Jeff had to go with his fiance Laura, and couldn’t drive Trisha back, cause he was running late, and plus Laura didn’t like her that much, well, Trisha caught up with a surprise…. As she entered to a room, cause she was a bit tired and wanted to just stay alone for a while she saw Knox, making out with some girl, fooling around and intending to do more…. She just made a panic noise, and she left…. Johnny tried to call her but she didn’t listen… So he went after her….

“Trisha, I’m so sorry for what you saw”

“Oh please, no no, I’m sorry for interrupting you, you looked… Rather busy!!!!” She said in a sarcastic way!!!! 

“She’s just a girl”

“Of course, who’s saying anything different… What are you still doing here, she’s waiting!!!! Go!!!” She was as cold as she couldn’t…. She didn’t want for him to know how affected she was for what she just saw, so she tried to send him away as quickly as possible… Even if she had to be rude to him… “Seriously, go!!!!”

“You could really get as unbearable as Jeff sometimes, did you know that???” And he left upset…. He couldn’t believe that after all this time that she had been evoiting him, she could still manage to treat him like that without giving a damn about anything that had happened between them….

She was sad at what she just had seen that she didn’t paid much attention to the comment Knox had made…. She knew she ahd been rude to him, and anything he may have said at that moment, she should probably had it comming!!!!! But she was sad, and upset… She didn’t understand how could she get like this, he was only his friend…. She should be happy for him!!!! She didn’t even knew him that well to be jealous!!!!!

She went to a minny bar they had, grabbed a bottle of tequila, and went to Jeff’s office, sit under the desk, so that noone could see her, and stayed there drinking and thinking!!!!!

Jeff called Knox to tell him if he could take care of Trisha… That he was with Laura, and he couldn’t take care of Trisha that day… He couldn’t drive her home or anything, so for him to do that favour for her… So Knox felt like a jerck for letting her go, he seeked for her, but he couldn’t find her anywhere, and he didn’t wanna call Jeff!!! He knew he would never forgive him for that!!!!! So he just kept looking… It was already night, and most of everyone had gone home, but Knox couldn’t… He didn’t told anyone either, cause he didn’t wanna worry everyone, or that anyone told Jeff!!!!

He looked everywhere, but he couldn’t find her….

He had already given up, and went to Jeff’s office to call him and to tell him what happened… He was about to call, then he hear someone say

“What’s up Knoxville???” It was Trisha…. He noticed the bottle on her hand…

“Come on Trisha, we’ve gotta go… I gotta take you home, it’s getting late”

“I’m not going anywhere… Worst with you, besides I like it here…”

“It’s late, I gotta take you home” He said as he reached for her, he tried to take her arm, but she pulled back

“Don’t you fucking touch me… I said no…” She said!!!!! “What, just cause you’re the great Johnny Knoxville I gotta listen to you… No!!!!! You can go if you want, I’m gonna stay!!!!” she said, as she walked farther away!!!!

“You’re drunk, you don’t know what you’re saying!!!!!” he said

“Of course, I never know what I’m saying!!!!” She said as she laughed in a sarcastic way….

“Ok, I’m not fighting with you like this… Let’s just go!!!!” he said

“What are you a coward???? Am I wasting your precious time??? Be a man, and speak you mind!!!!!” she screamed

“Stop!!!! I won’t play your game!!!!” he said

“Then you can go….” she said, and she turned around

“I’m not leaving without you!!!!” he said as he walked towards her.

“Where’s your girl??? Won’t she get mad??? Or are you gonna tell me the same bullshit that you don’t have any girl for now…??? Men, how could I believe that!!!! Or maybe I didn’t get what you really meant!!!! I’m not used that kind of truths!!!!” she said

“She’s not my girl… She was just, nobody…. I didn’t lie to you before… But you give so many mixed signals, I can’t read you…. You’ve evoided me this whole time… Was I really supposed to just bear for your indiference???? Are you ever gonna change your mind???”

“Jeff’s your friend” she said

“Yes, and he is engaged… So stop using him as an excuse!!!!! And answer… You wanted to talk, let’s talk!!!!” he said

“I don’t know… But even so, I have enough respect for you and Jeff that I don’t bring any random guy that likes me…. Do you think I can’t do that too???? I could do that, but for you, and him I don’t….” she said

He grabbed her from the arm, and pulled her toward him “She was nobody…. Nobody compare to you!!!!! I didn’t mean to hurt you”

He tried to kiss her, but she pulled away… “Don’t!!!!” she said

They both stayed quiet for a while, until he said “Let’s go, I’ll take you home!!!”

“Is that what I am to you???” She said “A one night stand??? You try to kiss me, to make it all better, as if nothing ever happened!!!! I bet all of your girls melt with that line!!!!! Is that what you really want????” She started walking towards him “I’m just that, just another girl…”

“Stop, you’re getting it all wrong…” he said

“Kiss me!!!! That’s what you want, right??? So do it!!!! What are you waiting for???”

He just stared at her.. He wanted to kiss her so badly, but she was drunk…. She wasn’t just any girl……

She walked toward him, and got close, presing her body into his…. “So?? What’s it gonna be?” She said.

He grabbed her, give her a gentle touch on her face…. Pulled her face towards him, put her chin up a bit and came really close, “Not yet” he said… “Not like this!!!” And he went one step back from where she was standing….

She was shocked…. She really wanted to kiss him, she just thought, what a dick… First you get me in the zone, and then you just walk away??? She put her head up, in a proud move, turn around and start walking away… 

“I’m not leaving anywhere without you….” He said..

She stopped walking, turned around, and saw him… She thought, screw it, I’m kissing you today…. She ran towards him, and through herself to his arms… He grabbed her, and she kissed him once… And put her head back, while she was still in his arms…. She was waiting for him to take the next move…. He looked at her eyes for a second, and grabbed her face, as he was holding her with one arm, and pulled her towards him, and start kissing her, as he hugged her strongly!!!!!

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They got to the set, and Jeff was already waiting there… He just stared at them… He was mad, but chose not to do another scene… He just kept staring at them, Knoxville speacially…

Knox hold Trisha’s hand, looked at her and said “Go to him, good luck!!!” She got down of the car and went straight to Jeff, who was still staring at Knoxville… Johnny just looked at her as she walked to him.

“We’ve gotta talk!!!” Trisha said, as soon as she got to Jeff… She could see he was more angry at Johnny than her, he just couldn’t stop staring at him… “Now” she said, to get his full atenttion…. “Ok, let’s go” he said, as he finally looked at her…

“What happened yesterday???” He said, in a quiet tone, afraid of her response….

“Funny, I was gonna ask you the same… What happened to you yesterday, why did you—-“ 

“Could you please, just once answer my question???” Jeff interrupted her….. He was still calm… He just wanted to know the truth…

“Ok… Nothing happened… I just couldn’t talk to you, so I left…. I was very angry at you… First you yelled at me, for no reason… And then you leave me here…. What did you spect???? Don’t you ever do this to me again, you can’t disrespect me like this….. What did you meant by everything you said????” she asked

“Where were you last night???? I dropped by your house, and you never got there???? Where you with Knoxville???” He was direct… And then stayed silent, waiting for her response…

“Yes, I was” she said… He stood up, and said “I guess there’s nothing left to say”

“Jeff, wait, I knew you would go to my house…. I didn’t wanna talk to you… I just needed a time out for you, cause I would of probably said something that I would of regret later…. You should be thankfull Johnny stayed with me… He didn’t leave me alone in the mad state that I was… What’s the problem anyway???”

“You know what the problem is…” He whispered… He wanted to tell her how he felt, but he was scared…. “I just don’t want you to date any of the guys, it’s not good for business” He said “Things could get messy”

She just looked at him and said “Don’t worry, they won’t”

He just stared at her… He got worried.. “So what??? You wanna date any of the guys??? Is that it???”

“If I did, what would be the problem!!!!???” She knew she was defying him… But she wanted things to be solved already…. And he never gave her the chance, since he didn’t say anything…. She new both could never move on unless that particular topic would get clarified once and for all….. But how could she, if he kept denying it “Are you jelous Jeff???”

“Yes” He answered inmediatly…. “You can’t date any of the guys or I’ll fire them, you get me???? And it’ll be on your conscience!!!”

“It’s too late Jeff!!!!! I’ve moved on!!!!!” she was more foccused on him admiting for the first time, than in the last comment he made….

“You’ve moved on???? What’s that supposed to mean???” Jeff was shocked at her response…. Does she means what I think she means??? Are we on the same page here??? He suddenly got afraid of a rejection…. But he hasn’t admitted anything real yet…. Maybe he could get out of it, or maybe it was too late…. He just waited for her response….

“I can’t leave your life Jeff… I already have…. I can’t have your schedules, and waiting for you, and the letters—-” Trisha stopped talking… She didn’t want Jeff to know everything… 

“What letters???” Jeff didn’t wanted to get in a position of no return… That’s why he just wanted to know the fact but didn’t wanna comment about anything!!!!!!

“You’re missing the point Jeff!!!!!!” she knew he was evoiting the main subject, but she decieded to keep going… She had to clear things up, and that was the time…. “You trully are a great man… But we can’t fo this anymore…. We can’t keep waiting on each other…. I don’t feel that way about you anymore Jeff!!!!” She tried to be as carefull as she could with her words… She didn’t wanna hurt him, and she loved him too much to leave him….

“I don’t know what you’re talking about Trisha, I—-“ 

“Stop Jeff…. Not anymore… I can’t keep doing this anymore!!!”

“Is this because of Knox???”

“No, it’s because of me… Of you… Of us… We can’t keep doing this to each other… I don’t wanna date any of the guys either… I wanna be your friend, but I can’t be more than that, not anymore… I’m sorry”

“Trisha, I love you…” Jeff said…

She couldn’t held her tears anymore… “I love you to Jeff!!” That’s all she could say….. She hated doing this to him, but there was no way they could be together…. She loved him to death, but she needed to think about herself too!!! He just hold her and said

“I know what you mean!!!!”

They just stood there, holding each other….

“Do you still want me here Jeff???” She said…

“Of course, you’re my friend, and I love you!!!!! I need you!!!!! Don’t leave” He said… As he looked at her…

“Of course I’m staying, as long as you need me to….”

Suddenly Knoxville walked in, “Jeff, Spike needs you!!!” He said…. He didn’t wanna interrupt, but there’s nothing else he could do…. Jeff needed to be there so that they could start shooting… Jeff just took a deep breath, and said “I’ll be right there!!!!”

Knoxville just looked at Trisha, and then left….

“I guess there’s nothing left to discuss” Jeff said

“Is everything ok Jeff???? Are you ok???? You aren’t mad at anyone, right???” she didn’t want Johnny to be in any troubles… But she knew that if she asked directly at that, he would probably snap….

“Everything is ok, don’t worry… Or at least it will be!!!!” He said as he left…. He was rejected, but he understood her reasons…. So he just took a deep breath, and swalled all in!!!! That night he propossed to Laura!!!! He thought he has nothing to lose, or gain anymore…. 

As the days passed, everything was becoming normal again… Trisha had decieded to get a little away from Johnny… She wanted everything to be calm again…. She knew that if Jeff saw them together, he was gonna feel bad, and wouldn’t be able to handle it!!!!!! She liked Johnny, a lot… And felt that he had reached to her heart that night… But she loved Jeff, and couldn’t do that to him…. So she decieded yto get away from Johnny!!!!! Every time he tried to talk to her, she seemed to be busy, or she would just evoid him!!!!!

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So there they were…. Watching movies… He decided to ask her, he needed to know how she felt about Jeff… He just couldn’t get his mind of it… Was Jeff wasting his time???? He just needed to find out… Maybe he could help out Jeff…. Or maybe he had a shot at her…
“So what’s the deal with Jeff???” Johnny asked
“What do you mean???” She looked at him as she answered…. She knew exactly what he meant… But she was analizing him, to see if she could trust him, or how much should she say… She really wanted to talk about it… But she needed to see how he would take whatever it was that she would say..
“Come on… You know what I mean… Friends don’t treat each other like… Or they don’t get mad for as long as you have… What’s the deal with him??? Have ou fallen for him????” Johnny felt confident to talk to her… Even if she wouldn’t talk to him about it, at least he asked…
“It’s not like that… We’re just friends… I haven’t fallen for him…. It’s just that, he made me feel bad, and I can’t have someone disrespecting me… I can’t allow it…”
“So there’s nothing there??? You can honestly tell me that you have absolutely no romantics feelings for him.. I don’t believe you… You’ve been friends all this time…. You’ve seriously never had anything with him??? Or at least feeling for him?? Like ever???”
“You’re very curious Johnny” She said it as a joke, and smiled… “You wanna know the truth??? Yes, I’ve had romantic feelings for him… We’ve never been anything, but I have liked him in another way before.,… A long long time ago…  I used to wait for him to come from his travels, I used to flirt with, he’s always flirt back… I’ve always known he had feelings for me… So I decided to give it a try with him, we’ve been friends, and we get each other so well, that it seemed like meant to be… I dealed with his job, his travels, the mails that somehow came to me, by angry girls telling me to stay away from him, sending me pictures of them together… I didn’t understand at first cause it just seemed weird… I didn’t got how they had find me in the first place…. But I still waited for him, got all dressed up for him when he told me he was coming, even if sometimes he failed to come, he failed to call or write…. Until there was a point when I had to decied, who did I love more: me or him???? And my love for him, the feelings that I had for him, didn’t seemed enough to keep doing that to myself… My self love, and self respect won…. I knew I couldn’t addapt to his world, which he loves, and he could never addapt mine, and I would never wany him too… I wouldn’t want him to leave his dreams for me, as I wouldn’t left mine for his… Since that day, I had no more romantic feelings towards him”
“It just, it seems like you’ve blocked your love for him, but it’s still hiding there” Johnny said… He thought that maybe she hadn’t moved on, and that Jeff still got a shot at her… So he tried to see if he could break her, to somehow say that she still had feelings for him
“I never loved him Johnny, not that way… It seemed like it was meant to be, but if it would of been love, I would of been able to make that sacrifice for him, and go with him…” She said
“Do you think you could ever make that sacrifice for someone???” Johnny asked
“The day that I make that sacrifice I promise I’ll tell you first!!!!!” She told him as she smiled….
“But he really loves you, haven’t you considered to let things happen again???” JOhnny said
“There’s no way we could be together Johnny!!! Jeff and I, is never going to happen… I’ll always care for him, but once the feelings are gone they’re gone, they won’t come back” Trisha said
“That’s a little cold don’t you think???? Maybe you’re russhing into things!!!!” Johnny said
“I would agree with you, if I haven’t gave it a long thought before….” Trisha said
they both stayed quiet for a while, he realized that she was serious about her feeling for Jeff, and that there’s no way she would change her mind… Jeff was wasting his time… But he couldn’t understand how could she do that to Jeff… They’ve been friends for this long, she could at least give him a chance…. “Well, do you want some Pjs or something??? You can’t stay in those clothes!!!!! I can give you a shirt and some shorts if you want…”
“That’ll be great, thanks…” She said…
“Ok, I’ll be right down” He said as he went to pick the clothes….. He resented her a little, she just didn’t manage to accept… He realizad she hadn’t been flirting with Jeff all this time, but why had she accepted to come to the Jackass shoots, if she knew how he felt….
Trisha knew that Johnny didn’t got her point…. Maybe noone did, but there was no good way of doing what she was doing… The decisions that she had made had been hard, but she felt that they were the right ones… She couldn’t live that life… She couldn’t get all those letters about Jeff being with all those girls, and then act like nothing had happened… If she couldn’t trust him, it was gonna be a disaster… And she didn’t trust him… Not that way….
Johnny came down, and gave her the clothes “Here you go Trish, hope this works out for you…. We should probably call it a night and go to sleep, we’ve got a really long day tomorrow, and havce got to wake up early”
“Yes, we should sleep… Umm, thanks Johnny, seriously… Thanks for your understanding, and hospitality… I know it must be hard for you to understand where I’m coming from…. So thanks for trying” she picked up the clothes and turned around to go to the guests room, suddenly she turned around and said “Johnny, he doesn’t really loves me… He’s like that cause he has never had me… And he always gets what he wants!!!!! Good night” and she walked away…
Johnny kept thinking about that comment she made…. He couldn’t sleep… So he chose to go to the kitchen to have a glass of milk, so he could manage to sleep.. As he was going there, he heard a noice…. It was Trisha… She was in the clothing that he gave her, and looked really hot…. She was also up… “I’m sorry, did I woke you up???” she said..
“No, not at all, I was just going to get a glass of milk,. I couldn’t sleep”
“So you too are a victim of insomnia!!!!!” she said as she smiled
He couldn’t stop but staring at her… She looked great with his clothes on, and her hair all down… He was hipnotized!!!!
She passed him the glass of milk “Thank u” he said
“You didn’t like my way of thinking earlier, did you???” she said “you might not get it now, but I’m doing the right thing” she said and she smiled…
He loved her smiled, he just said “Don’t worry, I’m not judging, the problems that you work out with him, are in a different way in which I do” and they just started laughing… That was what she had told him, in the day that they met…. They spend all night talking about all kinds of things, his relationships, her relationships, the whole situation about Jeff, his family, her family, the things that they love, what they hate… And time managed to pass by so fast…..
“Oh fuck, it’s already morning… The sun’s coming up, and we haven’t slept at all” Johnny said laughing..
“Sunrise??? Oh, let’s go see it… Yeah yeah, let’s go, it’s great, I love it, come on” She said as she grabbed his hand and want outside with him….
He was more concentrated in her than the sunrise.. He found it so amazing how a person so serious at times could still be so sweet about trivial things…. “Beautifull” he said, as he stared at her
“Yes, it is” she said… They both hadn’t realized that they never stopped helding hands… “I love watching the sunrise… That’s how you know everything is ok, it shows that it’s a new day, and the past, just, doesn’t matter anymore!!!!” She said
He was fascinated with her.. He couldn’t stop staring at her… He wanted to freeze this moment…. He had manage to break her serious personality, and have managed to get where most haven’t….
“I’ve never shared a sunrise with someone… Thanks!!!!” She smiled and he did too… They just stayed silent until the sun was completely up…. And she let go of his hand…. “We should probably go change, you’ve got to be on set by eight, and I need to go home, and take a bath…. Why don’t you get ready, and do whatever you need to do, while I change too!!!” And she left to her room… She had put the wall back up again… ‘Man, she’s one tough girl’, Johnny thought as he walked to his room….
She start making breakfast while Johnny got ready… She started to think about the whole day… What would she say to Jeff… How can she make that tension to go??? Would he still be mad??? But most of all she thought about Johnny… She had liked him more than she had expected…. She was attracted to him phisically, of course, but he was different… Sje was worried about what he may think of her… She’d always manage to be strong and serious, but he was funny, and he could make here laugh without she even noticing it…. 
“Ready Trisha??? Ohhh, you made breakfast??? Great, let’s eat, and then we’ve gotta go…” He said, as he came down…
“Yeah, this was to thank u for what you’ve done for me… I really apreciate… And you better like it, cause I don’t cook at all” She said as she laughed
“Oh oh! Is this gonna kill me if I eat it???” He said laughing, and she punched her, “Maybe next time” she said laughing too.
They got to the car and left to her house… When they got there, she said thanks and got out of the car as quickly as she could… She didn’t know how to deal with goodbyes and awkward situations… 
“Wait, get ready and I’ll drive you…. I’ll wait for you!!!” Johnny said
“Sure??? Umm, ok, I’ll be as quickly as I can” she knew she had to get there with Johnny, or before him, cause she needed to talk to Jeff before Jeff reached Knox… She was as quickly as she could, but she wasn’t as fast as she thought she would be… She got ready, and went out… “Sorry for keep you waiting!!!!”
“It’s ok, don’t worry… Stop apologising and thanking me for every little thing…. Everything is good!!!!” He said, as he start driving to the set!!!
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As the days passed Trisha felt better around the guys… She didn’t mind the naughty things anymore, or even the cursing words they often used… She just laughed at the things they said… But the guys also knew that Jeff didn’t like they being so naughty in front of her, so the guys toned it down a notch when she was around….. he elt comfortable with the guys, and had grown a special love for Johnny, and also for Chris and Bam…. But she was pretty close to Johnny… He also liked her a lot… She was different, and he liked that… She was also kinda misterios, and he felt drawned to her…. Jeff was a little worried about her being so close to JOhnny…. He decieded to talk to the guys, so that noone would aproach to her that way…. He knew that the boys liked her, but he wanted to tell them that noone could have her, except him…

He talked to each and everyone individually….. He left Johnny for last… He was afraid Johnny would use her just to get to him but in a joke level….

“Knoxville, gotta talk to you about something man…” Jeff said as he tooked johnny away from he group…

“What’s up???” Johnny thought about making a joke, but he could see Jeff was serious about the conversation, so he just chosed to listen to what he had to say…

“I like her ya know….. Trisha…. We’ve been friends for so long, and those feelings have grown on me…. So, umm, just wanna let you know that none of the guys are allowed to aproach her in that way, and that includes you too” Jeff said, dead serious, to let Johnny know that he couldn’t even make a joke about that topic…

“It’s ok man… She’s great… But, uh, what about your girl???? What about Laura??? You can’t be with both of them…. They’re great girls and don’t deserve that from you…. So what are you gonna do about that????” Johnny said… He had managed to like Trisha, and he really cared for her, and didn’t want to see her getting hurt…

“No, I wouldn’t do that to Trisha… I love Laura, but, I’ve cared about Trisha so long, I’m just waiting for it to be a sure thing!!!!! Since when do you care about me cheating Laura???? You know that I’ve had one night stands already, and you’ve actually had my back… Or is this about Trisha???” Jeff said…

“I just wanted to see how you were gonna pull that off…. But Trisha is a great girl, so don’t hurt her…. She’s better than that…”

“I know, really, I know… I would never hurt her” Jeff’s conversation with Johnny had left him more worried than he thought… He knew that Johnny had started to grown feelings for her…. A sensation of doubt filled his body. “Does she have feeling for him too???” He wondered… He was jelous…. He needed to be sure, she hadn’t fell for anyone on the set…. But it was too soon to ask… And he didn’t wanna feel desperate about her…. He didn’t want her to realiza what he felt for her….

“So, what do you think about the show??? Liking the guys??? Liking Johnny???” Jeff said as he aproached to her

“Yeah the guys are great… And Johnny is tons of fun… He’s just amazing I really like him too…” Trisha said..

“Really???? I could make you hook up with him if you want??? Maybe a little date or something!!!!”Jeff said in a sarcastic kind of way….

“What the hell do u mean by that??? What are you implying????” Trisha’s face expresion had turned… She was mad, and didn’t like Jeff’s comment…

“Hey, hey, don’t get that mad… Just wanna make you a favour!!!!” Jeff was mad about her not be straight with him, about her blocking the question…. She’s always managed to block questions by getting mad or making other questions, but he wanted to know the answer of this one… He wasn’t gonna get lost, or confused by anything..

“A favour??? What are you my pimp??? Are you trying to hook me up with anyone you think of??? What the hell is the matter with you??? Where does this come from??? Why are you—-” Trisha was angry as hell, but Jeff was even more upset

“Answer the fucking question!!!!” Jeff screamed

All the set went sillent for a second….. Johnny made a silly joke for everyone to get back on to what they were doing, as he aproached Jeff and slaped him on the back…. Trisha just turned, and was about to leave when Jeff grabbed her arm “We haven’t finished talking” he said, “Let go my fucking arm” Trisha told him dead serious… 

“Ok,you were warned” Johnny said “I’m gonna call Steve-O and Chris to kick you ass!!!! You are bothering the lady… Steve-O, Chris, come here…” Johnny tried to fix the tension between Jeff and Trisha by bringing people and smoothing things up…

Trisha and Jeff were just atring at each other with anger look in their eyes… Jeff was madly jealous, and Trisha was madley offended… Johnny tried to take Jeff outta there, and the boys stayed with Trisha…. Chris also liked Trisha a lot… She made him laugh, and seemed so loving to everyone…. He had grown loving feelings for her too… When Jeff talked to him about her, he felt bumped but at the end felt it was her decision…. So he kept flirting with her, to see where it went….

“Jeff, what the hell happened??? Why did you screamed at her????” JOhnny asked Jeff…. He was confused, by the talked that they just had…

“Not now Knoxville… Just leave me alone….” Jeff was still mad at her for not answer directly… “She should know how I feel by now, she’s not blind….” He thought!!!! “I need to get out of here Knoxville…. Can you take care of her???”

“She’s not gonna forgive you for leaving her, you know.. This will just get more pissed——” 

“Could you just take care of her, please???? I don’t need a lesson right now… I just need to get outta here”

“Ok Jeff, I’ll get her home, don’t worry… I’ve got your back!!!!”

Jeff left the set!!! He needed to think things through!!!!! He needed to know if him and her was going anywhere… If it wasn’t working out for them, he wouldn’t allow her to date any of the guys…. He just wouldn’t be able to bear it!!!!!! He was also getting a lot of preassure from Laura, she was insinuating marriage, and how couldn’t she, if they have been dating a while now….!!!! He had thought about marring her, but how, if Trisha was still on his mind…. He needed to get his priorities straight, so he decided to take that day off, and think about what he could do, or if he could even remain in this quest for love with Trisha… She didn’t seem interested at all… Or else she would stop being with the guys, and stay with him all the time…. He just drove, find a quiet place, and stayed there the whole time….

Back in set, Trisha was just silent, and tried to be as poliet as she could with the guys, and just smiled at every joke they tried to make…. She didn’t know how things got to that point, or why… She was confused, and wanted to be alone… But she didn’t wanna be rude to the guys… So she stayed with them, but bearly payed any attention to what they said… She knew they were trying to make her feel better, but at this point, she just wanted to be alone… Johnny walked to them, and said “Steve-O, Chris, Spike is calling you, get your ass over there!!!!” He saw that Trisha was feeling uncomfortable, and he didn’t wanna disturb her “Would you like some company???” He asked, as the boyz left….

“It’s ok, don’t worry, I know you’re busy… I also have a lot on my mind right now… It’s ok…” Trisha said…. She wanted to be alone, but she didn’t mind Johnny’s prescence, if he wanted to stay with her, he could, also, he was her closest friend besides Jeff, and she knew she could talk to him about it…

“He didn’t mean anything that he may have said, ya know… He was just upset and I apologise in his behave”

“Don’t try to cover for him Johnny, and you can’t apologise for him… He meant what he said… I just don’t know what he was thinking before…. What does he take me for?” Trisha said as a tear drop went down her cheek…

“Wanna go somewhere else where we can talk???? Let’s get out of here…” He took her hand, went to Spike and said, “We’ll be right back man, I think the set can hold on without us, right????”

Trisha didn’t like to talk about her problems, but she needed to talk to someone at that very time, she knoew that knoxville was good friends with jeff, but she decieded to take her chances… She just needed to let everything out.. She was so mad, and Knoxville could maybe explain Jeff’s intentions… She told him everything…. She was so mad at what he had implied, that tears just streamed down her face…. Johnny just hugged, and said, “Don’t listen to him, he’s a crazy bitch” He was trying to make her laugh, but he could see that it wasn’t working “You’re an amazing girl, you know??? He’s just trying to look out for you… We all are…. He actually doesn’t mean for that to happen… He actually wishes it doesn’t.. That’s why he is acting like a jerck….”

She just remained silent, as they would hugg each other… She could hear his heart beat going fast, and hers too… He started to caress her hair, he couldn’t help it, it was so soft, and smelled so good…. She didn’t say anything, she hugged him for a little while longer and pulled back… 

“Thanks JOhnny, I feel better now… Maybe we should go already, it’s getting kinda late!!!!” She was afraid about te feeling she just had…. She didn’t want anything to go any further, after all, he was Jeff’s friend… She couldn’t do that….

JOhnny was a bit confused, and all he managed to say was “But…” until she started walking to car!!!! He was as confused as she was…. He just walked to the car, and drove to the set…. “Umm, Jeff had to go, I’ll be driving you home tonight” He said, trying to break the ice between them…. 

“Jeff left????” She was so mad, she knew that if she flirted with knoxville, she would get even somehow!!!!! “It’ll be a pleasure if you take me home” Trisha said as she smiled…. She didn’t wanna get Knoxville in an awkward position in the future, but she was so mad that she couldn’t help it….!!!!!

He just smiled, but he was a little worried about Jeff, he was his friend, and he didn’t want anything to go any further…. He did feel atracted for her, and liked her a lot, but he knew he had to control himself a bit… “I always drive some of the guys too, you don’t mind we go to the set and get some of them, right???” 

“No, please, it’s ok.. The guys are great… It’ll be fun!!!!”

“Good, cause this is Pontius car, and we need to give it back to him”Johnny said as he laughed….

They laughed and talked throw the whole drive… It seemed like that awkward moment never happened!!!!! When they got to the set, they saw Jeff there.. Knoxville stopped the car, “Let’s go Knoxville, Pontius we’ll understand” Trisha said… “I’m dead serious, let’s just please go… I really don’t wanna talk to him now”

“I don’t know, this will get me into trouble Trisha…. I know how you feel, but can’t you just work things out right now??? Maybe that’ll be for the best, then there wouldn’t be that tension tomorrow” Knox said

“No, please don’t do this to me.. Right now we’re just gonna fight again… Please, I wouldn’t ask you to do me this favor if I didn’t meant it… Please, just do this thing for me… They’ll understand!!!!! I’ll talk to them tomorrow, just, please…”

“Ok” He said with a silent voice as he turned the car on again… Jeff put a shocking face in his eyes and said “Knoxville stop!!!!! What????” as Knoxville drove away… Suddenly Trisha put the window down and screamed “I don’t wanna talk to you right now, we’ll talk tomorrow… Tell Chris I’m sorry”… And they left the set… He couldn’t believe what just happened… Did something happened with Knoxville, and she couldn’t face him, and that’s why she left??? He was more angry than before… He thought the worst…. Chris and Steve-O grabbed him as he was running to his car “Dude, you might wanna think things through” Steve-O said… “Yeah, come on, we’ll drive you today, just talk to her tomorrow!!!!” Chris said as he took his keys away from him….

“Give me back my fucking keys!!!!!!!” Jeff said “I don’t a fucking babysitter, mind your own business!!!!” He yelled as he tried to take the keys away from Chris’s hands…. “I swear I’m gonna fucking punch you… What the hell are you fuckers hiding anyway, why the hell can’t I go to them???” 

“Man, just calm down, you’re making a scene, this is not the best way for you to drive!!!! We’ll drive you no matter if we have to knock you down first” Steve-O said!!!!!

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“Thank you… I know I’ve probably gotten you in troubles… I’m sorry…” Trisha said, as she stared at the floor.. “I just, really couldn’t talk to him right now”

“Never mind.. We’ll take care of that tomorrow… Don’t worry about it”

“I promise I’ll talk to Jeff before he says anything to you… I’m so sorry!!!! I just—-” Trisha sighed

Johnny pulled over for a second “Look at my face!” He said “Everything is fine, everything is going to be fine… Stop blaimiming yourself… It’s all good…” He smiled..

She couldn’t do nothing but smile back, and she hold him…. She knew the risks, but she needed a hug, and he had said exactly what she needed to hear… He started playing with her hair again… And they just stayed like that for a while…

“We should go” Johnny said… 

“You’re right, let’s go…”

Johnny could feel Trisha was still upset, so he started to make jokes for her to laugh!!!! As they were going near her house she said “Johnny wait, umm, Jeff will probably be at my house…. I really can’t talk with him today… Could you leave me in a hotel instead???”

“Nonsense!!!! Come stay at my place…. I have an extra room and everything…. No, no… I wouldn’t leave you alone in a hotel… Stay at my house… We’ll watch movies and it’ll be fun” Knox said

“No, no, it’ll be weird.. What if your girlfriend finds out that another woman was at your house??? She would freak…” She said laughing in a flirty way…

Johnny gave a big laugh “No, no, there are no girls for me at the moment… I’m just single Knoxville right now!!!!! Come on, it’ll be fun.. I won’t take a no for an answer!!!!!”

“Ok, I guess.. I didn’t wanna spend alone tonight anyways…. Thanks Johnny!!!!! But no girls, wooww, you??? You’ve gotta be messing with me!!!!”

They drove to his house… The cost was clear, No Jeff around… She needed a night out from him, and Johnny was gonna try to calm her down… They ordered some pizza, and started to watch movies…. They were having a lot of fun, but Johnny couldn’t help to wonder about Jeff… What was the deal between them both??? Did she liked Jeff as well??? Or she was interested in another member of the crew???? He was curiosed, as she never talked about her life, he thought it would be a great time to ask… She was calm enough about Jeff… And she seemed ready to talk without anger feelings clowding her mind.

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Ending of Chapter 2

By. Veritop!!! ♥

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Trisha had known Jeff all her life, she’s always supported him in his life, and they’ve both been great friends since childhood, she looks at him in a more brother kind of a way, and, when they were little so did he… But since the time passed, he grown other feelings for her…. She had been through his loving situations, and knew him pretty well…. She’d always been ok about his job, but hated to be in front of the cameras, she didn’t liked the way that world could mess in any way in her privacy, so she accepted his job, and was ok with it, but had never been around his filmig scenarios, or anything like that…

So when Jeff got the opportunity to make Jackass he immediatly told her about, and told her that it would be great, and that he would love for her to be around to experience it:

“Come on, you’ll love it Trisha” Jeff said.

“I don’t know… It’s not my idea of fun waching those things Jeff, and you know how much I hate to be around cameras, plus I don’t know anyone there, wouldn’t be a little strange??? I’ll feel awkward!!!!” Trisha replied

“No, no, it’ll be fun… I’ll be there with you the whole time, besides the guys are great, are fun, and you’ll have tons of fun once you get to know them…. Please, do it for me….” Jeff said… He had never let her know about his feelings for her, cause he was afraid to not get the answer he was hoping for, and the friendship to be damaged for ever. But this way, he was gonna spend time with her, and actually know if the feeling were corresponded, and to go from there.

“Jeff, I’m trying to support you in every way that I can, you know that, but that’s just not my world… What about my studies—” Trisha said

“You can totally study there, and it’s not like you have to stay there through every single bit… I just would like to see you there from time to time… I’m a bit nervous, it’s a big opportunity and I don’t wanna blow it up… It’ll be nice if someone of my total confidence would be there from me, telling me that I’m doing things right… I need your support in this… Come on, don’t make me beg, you know I hate it… Please..” Jeff said.

“Fine, Jeff…. I’ll be there to support you, but as long as I can, I mean, you know I’ve got to study, and ——” Trisha said

“Yeah yeah, don’t worry, I get that… But you’ll be there??? At least once a day???” Jeff asked

“Yes I’ll be ther at least once a day to support you, I promise” She said as she hugged him, “But with one condition, if I’m on tv, at least once, the deal is off and I’ll never go there again!!! You can film me as much as you want, but never show it on tv!!!! Promise me Jeff!!!”

“It’s ok, I promise!!!! Don’t worry… It’ll be great, you’ll love it…. Tomorrow you’ll meet the guys, they’re great” Jeff said

His plan had worked, he has managed to convince her to go to every single shoot… But he hadn’t talked to any of the guys about her, and there was no chance he could do it that day… He was a little worried about the fact that he had a girlfriend already, a pretty serious girlfriend, who the guys had met, but Trisha didn’t know anything about… He was worried that they might screw things up by talking about his girlfriend, or worst, that Trisha might fall for one of the guys!!!!

So that day he talked to her about all the things he had planed for them, and how much he wanted this to work out, because inspite of Big Brother magazine, he still thought that this was a really great project, and he was sure this was his big break, and it’ll get him to be known worldwide…. He always tried to spend as much time as he could with her, though his schedule was terrible, and he never had time for anything… Worst for having a girlfriend, and a Trisha… He had thougth many times about leaving his girlfriend, but he didn’t know if Trisha was in love with him, and he did care for his girlfriend a lot, so he chose to stay with his girl until Trisha would be a sure thing… But to do that he needed to get her to be in his job, with him, so they could spend more time, and she managed to fall in love with him, if she already wasn’t!!!!!

So the day to meet the guys came, she was a little nervous not to be liked, but she remained strong for Jeff, after all she had promised it, and she has never failed a promise…. The first guy she met was Johnny….

“Hey Knoxville, this is a friend of mine, her name is Trisha, she’s gonna be near us shooting…. Trisha this is Johnny Knoxville, I told you about him, this is the guy that shot himself in the chest!!!!” Jeff knew that they needed to get a good start, so he was as polite and nice about each other as he could be…..

“Hi, since Jeff did already the introductions, I guess I don’t have to say my name again… But what, are you some kind of producer, or why are you actually here???” Johnny was curious and worried because Jeff failed to mention her part in everything….

Trisha just stared at him with an anger look for him being rude enough to question her intentions towards Jeff… “I’m here supporting Jeff, why, is there a problem with that???” She said..

“Yeah man, I asked her to come, it was really hard for her to get here…” Jeff tried to fixed the situation, but he was actually relieved, cause she just had a bad impresion of Knoxville, who was his biggest concern, because of his looks and flirtyness….

“No, no, I didn’t mean to be impolite, or sound judgmental, sorry, I was just curious” Johnny said

“Yeah… Well Trisha, soon Steve-O and Chris will come and you’ll get to know them…. And tomorrow you’ll meet Bam and the rest of the guys…. Oh there are Steve-O and Pontius, let’s say hi” Jeff quickly managed to change the topic and take her away from there, so that it wouldn’t be a completely disaster her meeting Knoxville “Hey guys, this is Trisha, she’s a friend of mine, she’s gonna be around us”

“Hey, nice to meet you, I’m Chris!!! You just let me know anything this guy does to you, and I’ll kick his ass princess” Pontius said

“No no, Chris” Jeff said “Just call her Trisha, no princess things or anything”

Trisha just laughed… Jeff was pleased she liked Chris and Steve-O

“Yeah yeah, you just tell us, and we’ll give him what he deserves..” Steve-O said….

Jeff was called by the MTV producers about what he was gonna do.

“Knoxville, are you gonna come???”

“No, no, you go ahead, and you fill me in when you come back, I hate those dumass meeting that never say anything important… I’ll join the guys and Trisha in the mean time” Johnny said

“Ok, Trisha you call me if anything happens and I’ll be right back….” Jeff said laughing so that it wouldn’t be that obvious how jealous he felt about leaving her…..

“Hahaha, sure, then I’ll give you a call in about five minutes I guess” She said laughing…

Johnny brought a seat to her, and he was curious about her… He was surprised that she hadn’t even payed attention to him, and he was worried about starting with the wrong foot with her…

“So, you can be honest with us, are you and Jeff anything??? Are you his sweetheart???” Johnny said

“Yeah yeah, is there anything going on between you two’???? Or are you available???” Steve-O said

“No, no, we’re just friends guys…” She laughed

“But have you ever been anything??? Or just entirely friends??? How long have you known each other?” Johnny asked

“No, just friends, never anything else, he’s like a brother with me…. We’ve known each other since childhood” She felt a little uncomfortable by the question, and she didn’t like Johnny that much, she couldn’t forget that stupid comment he made when they first met… She thought, man what  a jerk….

“Wow, Jeff’s a coward! How could he have never made a move? Damn, I was so sure you were something!! I mean he’s like overprotecting you so far… Just like a stalker, hahahaha!!!!!! SO, you’re totally available, right??” Chris said in a flirty kind of a way, but also laughing… Trisha just smiled back, and didn’t say anything…

“No, how he could be have anything with her when he’s already with someone else!!!!!” Johnny said…

“What? He never told me that!” Trisha said laughing..

“You didn’t know??? Boy, did I mess things up??? HAHAHHAHA”He just gave a big laugh… And felt kinda bad… He didn’t meant to give the secret away, but he assumed she knew something since they were such great friends… He also wanted to know Jeff’s intention towards her…. “Jeff is gonna kill me!!!!!” he said

“Why would he??? There’s nothing bad about him dating, it’s just a little weird that he hasn’t said anything about it to me….” Trisha said

Jeff got out of the meeting as soon as he could…. He was walking toward Trisha and Johnny just started laughing….

“What’s so funny Knoxville???” Jeff wondered what had happened since he was gone, but he didn’t want to be so obvious about it…

“Nothing man, we were just telling jokes, right guys??? Right Trisha???” Johnny wanted to see how much she would back him up… She knew she was gonna ask about Jeff’s girlfriend, but he just wanted to know if she was up to messing up with Jeff’s head a little bit…

“Yes, we were telling jokes Jeff, it’s just that Chris and Steve-O doesn’t have a good sense of humor” Trisha just played along…. She decided to give Johnny a second chance… Jeff had always talked great about him, and he seemed like a nice guy, in spite of the first impression…..

“Trisha, can I talk to you????” Jeff said

“Oh boy, you’re in trouble Trisha!!!!” Johnny said, nervously laughing, for what he had just told Trisha!!!!! He was worried Jeff might take it the wrong way… Trisha just laughed…

He walked with her, and Knoxville followed them around, so that his secret wasn’t totally exposed, and if it was, for him to cool Jeff down… He actually found it funny how things managed to turn into, and he wanted to keep playing with Jeff’s head….

“Do you like the guys??? Do you feel comfortable???? Are things ok with Johnny now???” Jeff asked, but he was more interested in the first question, he wanted to know if she had a crush on any of the guys!!!

“Yeah, the guys are great, they’re very funny… I like them, you were right, they’re cool… And everything is fine with Johnny, I gotta admit that his first comment pissed me off, but he’s actually a nice guy…. He’s funny too… Everything is ok with him now, don’t worry…. I’m fine” Trisha wanted to give Jeff the support and confidence that she wasn’t leaving… She was very curious about his girlfriend, but she knew it wasn’t the proper time to bring it up, Jeff needed her support right now, not her curiosity….

Knoxville interrupted the conversation by saying “You wouldn’t believe what the guys told Trisha!!!! They told her about Laura….”

Jeff’s eyes just went wide, and he stopped smiling, he just said “What???”

“Yeah, right Trisha??? But it was totally not their intention!!!! They thought that she knew… After all, she’s been your long time friend…” Knoxville said it laughing to cool Jeff down

“Yes, it was a little weird, but since we haven’t been able to catch up so much lately I totally understand it… Uff, he’s just been so busy lately!!!!” Trisha said, to show Jeff that she wasn’t mad about it.

“Sorry Trisha, yeah, I have a girlfriend, it’s just I haven’t got the time, but I know you understand… Sorry!” Jeff was more worried about Trisha feeling betrayed than about the guys comment, he knew that it wasn’t the guys fault, since he had never even told them about Trisha before….

“It’s ok Jeff, seriously don’t worry!!!” Trisha said to calm him down…

“No no no no, we simply just can’t forgive you” Knoxville hugged Trisha, and took her away, laughing…. She just laughed, and liked the way Knoxville had told things to Jeff, so that it wouldn’t be awkard when he asked….. She wondered why he had blamed Steve-O and Chris, but she just let it pass… It was her first day and she didn’t wanna make any problems….

Jeff went out to check tomorrows schedule for the guys, and he left Trisha and Knoxville getting to know better… He knew that they had to get allong in order for her to stay on set, and to want to come everyday!!

“You must be wondering why I blamed Chris and Steve-O and didn’t tell him it was me???” He said, as she just stared at him “Well it’s because we know Jeff already, and we love to prank him, it’s nothing bad, we love to get through his head, when any of us do something, we always blame each other, and I knew how to cool Jeff down, if he wasn’t mad at me….. But if he would be mad at me, then the guys wouldn’t of been able to calm him down…..”

“It’s ok, you don’t have to give me any explanations, I don’t know you guys that much, and the problems that you work out with him are in a different way in which I do, so I get, it’s ok!!!!! As long as you don’t bring me to them, it’s ok….” She said

“We haven’t got off with the greatest start, huh???? Sorry about how we started!!!! The day is practically over, and I wouldn’t want the awkardness to remain, could we make as if I hadn’t said that??? Though I didn’t meant it in a bad way” he said

“We both know the way you meant it!!!!! Sorry, but we could both say that it never happen, but it did!!!! What we can do is grow from it, and move on, and still be friends….. At least we have a memorable start!!!!” She said!!!!

“I’d like that!!!!” He said as he hugged her to make peace with her…. She was different from the girls he had known before… She was direct, smart, funny, but also serious… She had intrigued him…

“Ok, gotta go, Jeff’s waiting.. Nice too meet you Johnny!!!!! Really, bye!!!!!”

She walked over to Jeff, as Jeff was telling the boys what they were doing tomorrow, and how he couldn’t be there cause he was meeting Bam, and that Knoxville was in charge!!!!!

“So, what did you talk about with Johnny at the end??? He was the one who told you about Laura, right???”Jeff asked while they where in the car.

“No, we just cleared things up… We just decided to move on from that bad start and get to know each other better before judging each other…” She said…

“You didn’t answer the question about Laura!!!! Did he——”

“Is it really that important??? Just let it go….” She tried to cover Knoxville as far as she could…. She didn’t know how would Jeff react, if he felt she was lying to him, and she tried to change the subject a little ”Tell me about her??? And what else are we doing tomorrow????”

“No, she’s just, I don’t know… We’re meeting Bam, tomorrow, he’s doing so footage to CKY, and I would like it to be on Jackass!!!!” Jeff said…

“Ok, cool, so when do you start shooting with the other guys??? Tomorrow??”

“No, no, next week, we’re getting everything ready and the crew to know everyone before shooting, also MTV won’t let us shoot yet… There’s still a lot of paperwork and stuff….”

The next day she met Bam, Ryan and Brandon, and Bam’s parents… They also got back to the set, and she met Ehren and Dave… And she seemed to hit it off with everyone, so Jeff was glad that she felt comfortable, and that it wasn’t gonna be weird for her to be around them… And even if he wouldn’t be with her, she would still be entertained by one of the guys!!!!!

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Ending Chapter 1

By. Veritop!!!♥♥♥

P.S: This was just the introduction guys, you know that introduction sucks… Lol…. Sorry if it’s too long!!!!

jackassstories notes: I corrected some of the spelling and very little of the grammar but I didn’t want to change much of what you had written. So I just added missing letters or re wrote all the misspelled words. 

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